Vodka got best out of me,,,
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Przepraszam
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PostPosted: Sun, 14th Oct 2012 05:54    Post subject: Vodka got best out of me,,,
,,I promised myself, i would control myself but i don't think i can do it.

I could say I am not an alcoholic but it may sound i am in denial.

Seriously, I didn't drink any kind of alcohol for a month but once I have tasted it, there is no stopping back...I can taste it, I can smell it...

not sure, there is no hope for me...

fuck, i thought those days are over me, when i thought about suicide but....they jus't won't go away............


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PostPosted: Sun, 14th Oct 2012 06:12    Post subject:
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PostPosted: Sun, 14th Oct 2012 06:28    Post subject:
I too have had my run-in's with the demon vodka. Such a harmless clear fluid, that great feeling of relief with the first sip sliding down my throat. After a bad day, or not such a bad day it was what I had to look forward to when I got home. I have no huge drunk-a-logs to tell you, I have no drinking and driving charges, nobody even complained about my behavior. Shit, did it ever work when it did.

Problem was it stopped working. AND........then I had to change. According to my handy dandy sobriety app... that was 2 years, 4 months, and 2 days ago.

Don't think suicide, you have other options to try yet. You can live a life without it and still be happy.



Altho my mind is a funny thing. It tried to tell me I could sip a glass a wine,...
..I hate wine...I have never sipped anything! but yet here my mind told me I could sip wine like a lady.
Then I could eat a piece of cheese and it would be ok.

Hahahahhhaa Silly mind!!! Out to get me sometimes
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PostPosted: Sun, 14th Oct 2012 09:31    Post subject:
the more alcohol you got the more you drink, so whenever I drink these days I just buy a 6 pack Wink
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PostPosted: Sun, 14th Oct 2012 09:47    Post subject:
Vodka is shit. Drink schnapps. If you ever get to ex-Yugoslavia countries, buy plum or apple quince or apricot schnapps. Absolutely best way to get drunk.

But be sure to buy directly from peasants who produce it for their own needs, because the companies tend to sell artificial aromatized schnapps.
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PostPosted: Sun, 14th Oct 2012 10:28    Post subject:
Guy_Incognito wrote:
Vodka is shit. Drink schnapps. If you ever get to ex-Yugoslavia countries, buy plum or apple quince or apricot schnapps. Absolutely best way to get drunk.

But be sure to buy directly from peasants who produce it for their own needs, because the companies tend to sell artificial aromatized schnapps.


It taste like shite - sure you get drunk, but I know that atleast I would like to enjoy the shit I drink and not just get pissed as fast as possible like a teenager Smile


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PostPosted: Sun, 14th Oct 2012 10:38    Post subject:
Guy_Incognito wrote:
Vodka is shit. Drink schnapps. If you ever get to ex-Yugoslavia countries, buy plum or apple quince or apricot schnapps. Absolutely best way to get drunk.

But be sure to buy directly from peasants who produce it for their own needs, because the companies tend to sell artificial aromatized schnapps.

Ugh... I hate that stuff, it leaves a horrible aftertaste Sad
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PostPosted: Sun, 14th Oct 2012 11:13    Post subject:
Guy_Incognito wrote:
Vodka is shit. Drink schnapps. If you ever get to ex-Yugoslavia countries, buy plum or apple quince or apricot schnapps. Absolutely best way to get drunk.

But be sure to buy directly from peasants who produce it for their own needs, because the companies tend to sell artificial aromatized schnapps.


Priceless. They are talking about their fear of becoming alcoholics and you're teasing them with better alcohol.


Yes, yes I'm back.
Somewhat.
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PostPosted: Sun, 14th Oct 2012 11:33    Post subject:
fisk wrote:
Guy_Incognito wrote:
Vodka is shit. Drink schnapps. If you ever get to ex-Yugoslavia countries, buy plum or apple quince or apricot schnapps. Absolutely best way to get drunk.

But be sure to buy directly from peasants who produce it for their own needs, because the companies tend to sell artificial aromatized schnapps.


Priceless. They are talking about their fear of becoming alcoholics and you're teasing them with better alcohol.


Haha I never thought of that...lol


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PostPosted: Sun, 14th Oct 2012 11:35    Post subject:
besthijacker - read A Million Little Pieces by James Frey.


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PostPosted: Sun, 14th Oct 2012 12:26    Post subject:
Seek some real help, maybe?


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PostPosted: Sun, 14th Oct 2012 13:24    Post subject:
Ankh wrote:
It taste like shite - sure you get drunk, but I know that atleast I would like to enjoy the shit I drink and not just get pissed as fast as possible like a teenager Smile

If you are talking about vodka, then you must be drinking expensive vodkas, cause "normal" ones taste like crap.
DarkPassenger wrote:
Ugh... I hate that stuff, it leaves a horrible aftertaste Sad

You just need to drink enough water, and next morning you will wake fresh as a rose. Or someone gave you factory schnapps (made from sugar and with artificial aroma added)? Natural ones don't leave nothing.
fisk wrote:
Priceless. They are talking about their fear of becoming alcoholics and you're teasing them with better alcohol.

Well, if they are gonna become alcoholics, it's better they drink quality alcohol Laughing

Seriosly now, there is no body addiction to alcohol. If someone is becoming an alcoholic, it's a psychological problem and the guy should talk to a psychologist to determine the root of problem. And also, the introspection. Meanwhile, drink fruit schnapps!
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PostPosted: Sun, 14th Oct 2012 14:00    Post subject:
Vodka is a sneaky mistress.




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PostPosted: Sun, 14th Oct 2012 14:02    Post subject:
Guy_Incognito wrote:
Ankh wrote:
It taste like shite - sure you get drunk, but I know that atleast I would like to enjoy the shit I drink and not just get pissed as fast as possible like a teenager Smile

If you are talking about vodka, then you must be drinking expensive vodkas, cause "normal" ones taste like crap.!


No, I was talking about schnaps.


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PostPosted: Sun, 14th Oct 2012 14:23    Post subject:
Guy_Incognito wrote:

DarkPassenger wrote:
Ugh... I hate that stuff, it leaves a horrible aftertaste Sad

You just need to drink enough water, and next morning you will wake fresh as a rose. Or someone gave you factory schnapps (made from sugar and with artificial aroma added)? Natural ones don't leave nothing.

I am Bulgarian -- my family makes rakia almost every year. I have tried many different kinds, both home made and manufactured, and I still dislike it. Just my poor taste in alcoholic beverages, I guess Smile
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PostPosted: Sun, 14th Oct 2012 15:35    Post subject:
I told you to stay away from that evil stuff but you wouldn't hear me Crying or Very sad You can do it bud, just keep focusing on training + uber-Insanity program..don't give up!
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PostPosted: Sun, 14th Oct 2012 16:43    Post subject:
Also you need to get away from friends who think that it's 'awesome uber kewl' to get pissed drunk...

It's not cool, and it's not good. And anyone who says otherwise is an ass-hat...


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PostPosted: Sun, 14th Oct 2012 16:46    Post subject:
dingo_d wrote:
Also you need to get away from friends who think that it's 'awesome uber kewl' to get pissed drunk...

It's not cool, and it's not good. And anyone who says otherwise is an ass-hat...


It's damn fun - however, it shouldnt be done on a weekly basis.


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PostPosted: Sun, 14th Oct 2012 17:17    Post subject:
Ankh wrote:
dingo_d wrote:
Also you need to get away from friends who think that it's 'awesome uber kewl' to get pissed drunk...

It's not cool, and it's not good. And anyone who says otherwise is an ass-hat...


It's damn fun - however, it shouldnt be done on a weekly basis.


In a moderate quantities, sure, but getting so drunk that you can't remember what happened last night is not fun....


"Quantum mechanics is actually, contrary to it's reputation, unbeliveably simple, once you take the physics out."
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chiv wrote:
thats true you know. newton didnt discover gravity. the apple told him about it, and then he killed it. the core was never found.

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PostPosted: Sun, 14th Oct 2012 17:21    Post subject:
I only get slightly drunk on weekends, with beer, some vodka and plum palinka (local booze). During the week, i don't even get close to alcohol. Fortunately for me, i'm a person who really need lots of hard stuff to get completely wasted - first and last time happened 15 years ago.

As a rule of the thumb, if you get drunk easily (3- 4 beers), stay away from alcohol.
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PostPosted: Sun, 14th Oct 2012 17:41    Post subject:
and if 3-4 beers just get you started?
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PostPosted: Sun, 14th Oct 2012 17:45    Post subject:
dingo_d wrote:
Ankh wrote:
dingo_d wrote:
Also you need to get away from friends who think that it's 'awesome uber kewl' to get pissed drunk...

It's not cool, and it's not good. And anyone who says otherwise is an ass-hat...


It's damn fun - however, it shouldnt be done on a weekly basis.


In a moderate quantities, sure, but getting so drunk that you can't remember what happened last night is not fun....


I guess we all have different views on it Smile


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PostPosted: Sun, 14th Oct 2012 18:15    Post subject:
Ankh wrote:
dingo_d wrote:
Ankh wrote:


It's damn fun - however, it shouldnt be done on a weekly basis.


In a moderate quantities, sure, but getting so drunk that you can't remember what happened last night is not fun....


I guess we all have different views on it Smile


True dat Very Happy


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PostPosted: Sun, 14th Oct 2012 18:33    Post subject:
BloodySpy wrote:
I only get slightly drunk on weekends, with beer, some vodka and plum palinka (local booze). During the week, i don't even get close to alcohol. Fortunately for me, i'm a person who really need lots of hard stuff to get completely wasted - first and last time happened 15 years ago.

Same, although lately I barely drink very alcoholic stuff anymore, only beer and some wine (but not often). Last time that I got completely wasted was in 2003, never again. Laughing
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PostPosted: Sun, 14th Oct 2012 19:17    Post subject:
ixigia wrote:
BloodySpy wrote:
I only get slightly drunk on weekends, with beer, some vodka and plum palinka (local booze). During the week, i don't even get close to alcohol. Fortunately for me, i'm a person who really need lots of hard stuff to get completely wasted - first and last time happened 15 years ago.

Same, although lately I barely drink very alcoholic stuff anymore, only beer and some wine (but not often). Last time that I got completely wasted was in 2003, never again. Laughing


tell us what happened ixi, does it bring back memories you don't wanna remember Cool Face


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PostPosted: Sun, 14th Oct 2012 19:17    Post subject:
I only drink on weekends, but we always get completely smashed. I used to remember weekends, but nowadays I'm lucky if I remember where we were. Always fun meeting up later and putting the pieces back together Very Happy
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PostPosted: Sun, 14th Oct 2012 19:29    Post subject:
fable2 wrote:
ixigia wrote:
BloodySpy wrote:
I only get slightly drunk on weekends, with beer, some vodka and plum palinka (local booze). During the week, i don't even get close to alcohol. Fortunately for me, i'm a person who really need lots of hard stuff to get completely wasted - first and last time happened 15 years ago.

Same, although lately I barely drink very alcoholic stuff anymore, only beer and some wine (but not often). Last time that I got completely wasted was in 2003, never again. Laughing


tell us what happened ixi, does it bring back memories you don't wanna remember Cool Face

That's the problem, I don't remember anything. I woke up on the stairs (outside) at around 8 am and it was raining Laughing
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PostPosted: Sun, 14th Oct 2012 20:06    Post subject:
fisk wrote:
Guy_Incognito wrote:
Vodka is shit. Drink schnapps. If you ever get to ex-Yugoslavia countries, buy plum or apple quince or apricot schnapps. Absolutely best way to get drunk.

But be sure to buy directly from peasants who produce it for their own needs, because the companies tend to sell artificial aromatized schnapps.


Priceless. They are talking about their fear of becoming alcoholics and you're teasing them with better alcohol.


Ya, they don't get it.

Guy_Incognito wrote:

Seriosly now, there is no body addiction to alcohol. If someone is becoming an alcoholic, it's a psychological problem and the guy should talk to a psychologist to determine the root of problem. And also, the introspection. Meanwhile, drink fruit schnapps!



There is a whole school of thought out there that say different. They call it physical craving. Alcohol breaks down into acetone in an alcoholic. Acetone is physically addictive. The more you drink the thirstier you get. Not all people have it obviously. Something to seriously consider is why do some people drink despite all the negative consequences, death, losing a spouse, families, a job....court orders. Given a sufficient reason to stop they are unable to do so. They can't drink but they can not help but drink. It's an awful place to be.

Unless someone has been there your insight on the subject is very limited.
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PostPosted: Sun, 14th Oct 2012 20:13    Post subject:
Vodka/Rom with flavor can be pretty awesome Very Happy Love the danish "Cuba strawberry" Very Happy
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PostPosted: Sun, 14th Oct 2012 20:20    Post subject:
deelix wrote:
the more alcohol you got the more you drink, so whenever I drink these days I just buy a 6 pack Wink


I tried that too and it worked for a while. Then when I got down to 2 drinks left, I would be hit with an overwhelming feeling it wasn't enough. So I would talk myself into thinking it was ok to buy more. My previous promise to myself be damned.

I was forever drawing lines in the sands and crossing them. It was a hopeless place to be.

But today life is really amazing.
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