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Phluxed
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 Posted: Tue, 29th Jul 2008 13:55 Post subject: Problems with Suburbia (and how I learned to love the bomb) |
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Okay, so the last few days I've been at work sitting around thinking about what I'm going to do on my 4 days off (I work 3 on, 4 off full time, the 3 on suck, but the 4 off are fantastic) and my week usually consists of hanging with friends, talking to a couple girls I'm half seeing, dicking around on the computer, reading, and watching movies .....and getting really really drunk. So while sitting here, I realized how mundane that really is. I'm never really meeting new people, never going out and doing anything really interesting or fun.
Now, obviously I take some responsibility for this. I choose to live here (I'm over 18, and I could easily afford to move out of my mother's place, but its just too sweet while I'm going to school), but at the same time, suburbia is just so dry and mundane, and closed off, it's crazy. Ask anyone from the GTA what they think of Oakville, and everyone knows it as the rich area of ontario. We had the PGA Canadian Open here last week. I ran into Mike Weir and such, was a pretty decent weekend and whatnot, but all in all, its so white, rich and typical it leads me to do.. well nothing.
I have been inklings to get back into recreational drugs, mostly to kill some time. I keep asking my friends, "Hey, want to grab some weed? I'm fucking craving a J" or "Want to get smashed and take some painkillers" or "Lets much some zooms, or drop some 'cid"... I actually said those things.. in those words... I felt like such a tool. I'm just soooooo bored, waiting for school to start back up so I have no free time.
Fuck, I need to get high.
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| Posted: Tue, 29th Jul 2008 17:11 Post subject: |
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so you say you hate your town because it too quiet ,
some people would gave they right arm for this kind of place ,
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SycoShaman
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| Posted: Tue, 29th Jul 2008 17:17 Post subject: |
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Getting baked leads to more of those mundane thoughts man. You may get high for a few hours, but when you come down its shit. Its never good to do drugs when your feeling down or depressed or shit is weighing on your mind. Trust me, I know. After the first time my wife left me, I went on a 3 month bender of coke, weed, e and shrooms. It was the worse thing I could have done because when I stopped doing it all, the pain flooded in you know? I was just putting off the inevitable.
Fuck, its summer, take a walk, go to your local mall, talk to people. Ive always found smoking a good way to make first contact so to speak (when I was your age and shouldnt have been doing it cause I was married but eh, you know how things are). Find a group of say girls, go up and ask for a light. Either one of them smokes and that gives you an opening or none of them do which is when you go into "yeah, im trying to quit but its hard" etc etc. Either which way, you strike up a conversation with new people.
Made many friends by just walking up and saying hello you know?
Drugs aren't the answer. And since your doing well in school, dont fuck it up by getting involved with drugs man. The occasional spliff is one thing. But acid, coke, shrooms, e etc dont do em. They fuck your head up good for a long time.
I havent done acid in years and I still get flashbacks every so often when I stand up to quickly or jerk my head. I start seeing colours and trails and stars and shit. I asked my doctor what the problem was, she did a buncha tests and determined there was nothing physically wrong with me. Then I told her about all the cid ive done and she said that's the problem. Acid stays in your body for a very long period of time. Not to mention it also fries your brain. Dont do that shit if you want to succeed in school man
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Cohen
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| Posted: Tue, 29th Jul 2008 17:27 Post subject: |
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my dad did acid when he was 17 and he still has that shit today (hes 47 now) so yeah dont fuck with that shit, its nasty.
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TiHKAL
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| Posted: Tue, 29th Jul 2008 17:41 Post subject: |
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I think all of that stuff is fine, just use moderation. It doesn't sound like Phluxed is going out on a binder he just wants to have some fun.
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| Posted: Tue, 29th Jul 2008 17:59 Post subject: |
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You need to go on a road trip or go camping. I know the price of gas sucks tho.
We have some free provincial forestry sites maybe you have something like that too. Grabs some books and friends and hit the road. A change of environment can do wonders.
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| Posted: Tue, 29th Jul 2008 19:54 Post subject: |
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You just need something that sends your heart racing and there are ways to do that without drugs.
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Phluxed
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| Posted: Tue, 29th Jul 2008 22:35 Post subject: |
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4 days seems a lot longer than it is. It's really not enough time for a good road trip nor to go anywhere interesting. I can't get time off work as I need to save my vacation time for my exams.
I don't mind doing the hiking thing, we definitely have some nice parks nearby and its good exercise. I know its seems... insane, but thats only a few hours out of like 70 awake hours where I'm actually really bored.
Kayae & Syco, I used to do a lot of acid in high school. I lost like a third of my senior year to it. No after effects, and I'm lucky.
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SycoShaman
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| Posted: Tue, 29th Jul 2008 22:41 Post subject: |
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| Phluxed wrote: | 4 days seems a lot longer than it is. It's really not enough time for a good road trip nor to go anywhere interesting. I can't get time off work as I need to save my vacation time for my exams.
I don't mind doing the hiking thing, we definitely have some nice parks nearby and its good exercise. I know its seems... insane, but thats only a few hours out of like 70 awake hours where I'm actually really bored.
Kayae & Syco, I used to do a lot of acid in high school. I lost like a third of my senior year to it. No after effects, and I'm lucky. |
what kinda lsd were you doin tho? liquid, mirco dots, tabs etc |
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Phluxed
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| Posted: Tue, 29th Jul 2008 23:20 Post subject: |
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| SycoShaman wrote: | | Phluxed wrote: | 4 days seems a lot longer than it is. It's really not enough time for a good road trip nor to go anywhere interesting. I can't get time off work as I need to save my vacation time for my exams.
I don't mind doing the hiking thing, we definitely have some nice parks nearby and its good exercise. I know its seems... insane, but thats only a few hours out of like 70 awake hours where I'm actually really bored.
Kayae & Syco, I used to do a lot of acid in high school. I lost like a third of my senior year to it. No after effects, and I'm lucky. |
what kinda lsd were you doin tho? liquid, mirco dots, tabs etc |
tabs, pretty much 2 tabs every 8 hours, twice a day, for 2 months |
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TiHKAL
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| Posted: Tue, 29th Jul 2008 23:22 Post subject: |
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Hrm I normally had to multiply each time x2 to obtain the same effect over periods of time.
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SycoShaman
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| Posted: Tue, 29th Jul 2008 23:23 Post subject: |
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thats why, tabs dont do as much damage as liquid does. I used to drop 5-6 hits of liquid lsd a day for a good 2 years. Fucked me up for a long time.
Thats why i get flashbacks now tho. My friend, who was into way more than i was, has them daily. Sometimes he has em while driving...now thats fuckin scary. Ive been in the car with him while he had a flashback once. We almost went through the back end of some small compact.
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Phluxed
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| Posted: Wed, 30th Jul 2008 00:14 Post subject: |
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| TiHKAL wrote: | | Hrm I normally had to multiply each time x2 to obtain the same effect over periods of time. |
Everyones metabolizes it different, and my effects dimished, which is why I stopped doing it, I didn't have the money to continue.
Also, I was going to school while tripping, so it eventually just gave me a really lucid buzz that I could manage.
And yes, I tried liquid LSD once, and it is far more potent. It's the same drug, just more of it. I could achieve the same effect taking a lot of tabs, but that just doesnt make sense  |
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It seems like the people who write like to draw on something. They need to put themselves somewhere that is different. Sometimes the opposite meets their needs to write.
There was a movie (the drug/alcohol use was a side line about it, One about a writer that somewhat needs to be drunk to get
I watched a really good movie about the main character who had writers block and she needed inspration to continue. Will Ferrel was in it. She was drunk all the time trying to figure out the ending.
Can't remember what it was called.
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Phluxed
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| Posted: Wed, 30th Jul 2008 03:18 Post subject: |
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| pistolshrimp wrote: | It seems like the people who write like to draw on something. They need to put themselves somewhere that is different. Sometimes the opposite meets their needs to write.
There was a movie (the drug/alcohol use was a side line about it, One about a writer that somewhat needs to be drunk to get
I watched a really good movie about the main character who had writers block and she needed inspration to continue. Will Ferrel was in it. She was drunk all the time trying to figure out the ending.
Can't remember what it was called. |
Stranger than Fiction.
Perhaps you're onto something, subconsciously I may be looking to get through my block right now... It's a struggle to get anything out. |
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