No my hair does that too. Just shins from the flash or light. Plus the roots on somepeople in the hairline can come in blonder then the rest of the hair.
It is good you don't care what people think of you. Took me years to get as far as I am now with that sort of thing. I still do, but I really have to respect that person. I am around a lot of aggressive stuborne people and they are always tring to shove their ideas down my throat. Pisses me off.
And dude if you thought you were a stud in year 3 but not now then you must be a peado
pistolshrimp, yeah but they can stand up to their image. I know there are ugly people everywhere, and maybe I’m one of them too, but I'd rather stare down at my shadow than look straight into a mirror
And sometimes I’m empathic and I don't want to cause mental scarring to people after they see my deformed face Thinking of children crying when they catch a glimpse of me… it’s just… breaks my heart
like that
We're just two lost souls swimming in a fish bowl, year after year, running over the same old ground. What have we found? The same old fears.Wish you were here.
I am sure you aren't that bad. Are you still a virgin?
No
We're just two lost souls swimming in a fish bowl, year after year, running over the same old ground. What have we found? The same old fears.Wish you were here.
We're just two lost souls swimming in a fish bowl, year after year, running over the same old ground. What have we found? The same old fears.Wish you were here.
So, when you're getting that tattoo? Nothing beats a Saturday rush to have your skin pricked on by a needle... you going to have it coloured in? I heard that hurts...
We're just two lost souls swimming in a fish bowl, year after year, running over the same old ground. What have we found? The same old fears.Wish you were here.
Well then you can't be ugly if you lost it. Was the girl pretty? beautiful or cute?
Anyone can get laid. He'd rather not say because it was a family member, a guy, a rape victim or someone really really ugly (or could be all of them :O )
changing the subject back to the topic Dude you must be really really insecure if you don't like talking about yourself at all. Go to a doc, it cant be that good for you in life. When going in for a job interview academics will get you part of the way but your confidence and how you present yourself will get you further.
Stealth88 and Lod|_Dod| wrote:
"And the winner is.... Sublime!" That fucking kid is always right. Sublime FTW!
So, when you're getting that tattoo? Nothing beats a Saturday rush to have your skin pricked on by a needle... you going to have it coloured in? I heard that hurts...
I am going to keep it just black like nailbiter suggested. I have to design it first. I should work on now. I don't know when I am going to get it. Maybe in the next month or 2. I am not in a rush. My parents hate that kind of stuff so I know I wil get grief over it but whatever.
Well then you can't be ugly if you lost it. Was the girl pretty? beautiful or cute?
Anyone can get laid. He'd rather not say because it was a family member, a guy, a rape victim or someone really really ugly (or could be all of them :O )
changing the subject back to the topic Dude you must be really really insecure if you don't like talking about yourself at all. Go to a doc, it cant be that good for you in life. When going in for a job interview academics will get you part of the way but your confidence and how you present yourself will get you further.
I think if someone doesn't want to talk about something then they don't have too. Least he says he doesn't want to instead of ignoring the question.
I guess you are right about the getting laid part (except me j/k)
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But he doesn't talk about ANYTHING personal. He'll quickly detract from it as soon as he can. He'll say something and then back away. Some examples will be 'Im leaving I hate myself' 'I heard screams and I ignored them'.
Stealth88 and Lod|_Dod| wrote:
"And the winner is.... Sublime!" That fucking kid is always right. Sublime FTW!
Had nothing special planned for tonight? I don't know. I just like to sit back and relax at home listen to some oldschool trax and just drink myself red. I had a fishing trip planned from today till Sunday, but I canned, had to work some things out.
Sublime wrote:
But he doesn't talk about ANYTHING personal. He'll quickly detract from it as soon as he can. He'll say something and then back away. Some examples will be 'Im leaving I hate myself' 'I heard screams and I ignored them'.
I'm actually very open It's just something’s aren't really meant to be talked about… anymore. I like to forget the bad things in life and focus on the good. "‘Cause it's the good that keeps a smile on my face and the bad just makes me feel... sick".
Besides... why can't I keep my personal life to myself? I mean... I'm not going to see any of you... it's not a competition... so none of you should really care I'm open for a lot of things... sort of... i went to see grffon... and he just... didn't show up at all I know where he lives though... so I could kinda... stalk him... but really... what straight guy contemplates stalking a teenage Russian boy
We're just two lost souls swimming in a fish bowl, year after year, running over the same old ground. What have we found? The same old fears.Wish you were here.
Had nothing special planned for tonight? I don't know. I just like to sit back and relax at home listen to some oldschool trax and just drink myself red. I had a fishing trip planned from today till Sunday, but I canned, had to work some things out.
I was content to stay home. I don't think anyone was doing anything tonight anyway. I am just chilling with my dog. The skeleton Key is on the movie channel. I have that date thing if it is a date thing tomorrow night. I am really curious now, aniimalmothers fault. I don't remember what he really looked like tho.
I am really nervous. Do you get nervous sometimes?
I am really nervous. Do you get nervous sometimes?
Who doesn't... hahahaha
Skeleton Key with Kate Hudson? I don't remember... I saw bits and pieces of Raising Helen and KAte Hudson is Hawt! I haven't seen Skeleton Key... is it any good?
We're just two lost souls swimming in a fish bowl, year after year, running over the same old ground. What have we found? The same old fears.Wish you were here.
I am really nervous. Do you get nervous sometimes?
Who doesn't... hahahaha
Skeleton Key with Kate Hudson? I don't remember... I saw bits and pieces of Raising Helen and KAte Hudson is Hawt! I haven't seen Skeleton Key... is it any good?
I mean like really nervous like you going to have a panic attack or something?
Yep Kate Hudson. This the second time I have seen it. Both times I wasn't really watching it, it was more for the background noise. I liked it. Watch it if you can.
I mean like really nervous like you going to have a panic attack or something?
Not that I recall. Often when I get nervous I push my self to the point where I’m really calm.
I don’t know how to explain it… like… jumping from a high point (ala cliff or something)… you’re afraid that something bad might happen… but when I push yourself I see that nothing’s amiss and that weight on my shoulders is lifted and I feel like a new person.
Right now at the movie network is blade 3, serenity, and terminal. I didn't check all the channels. I have it set for serenity. Starts at 1:20. I'll be asleep by then. Just have to finish this scene. Right now, before serenity, is playing beautiful country.
Ps. what are you fishing for?
We're just two lost souls swimming in a fish bowl, year after year, running over the same old ground. What have we found? The same old fears.Wish you were here.
You're not open at all. And seeing a pic of someone isn't stalking them, nor is it turning it into a competition, to each their own. But to say all that and still not post a pic is BS. You know deep down you'd like to be open but you're not. I'm open about most things and i'm deffo more open than you, but i'd still say I'm restrictive on some too.
I don't buy the jumping off a cliff story either. What a loada bollocks. If you jump your next thought is the landing which is was about in the first place. Also the weight is lifted ONCE you've jumped not beforehand.
P.S. It's not a date.
Stealth88 and Lod|_Dod| wrote:
"And the winner is.... Sublime!" That fucking kid is always right. Sublime FTW!
But I’m not a shut book either. I just like to keep certain things to my self.
Sublime wrote:
a competition, to each their own.
Some people lie just to get ahead. And I just hate that. It's not really a competition, but you can't really feel like you’re somebody when you’re talking to a person online who says he owns a massive yacht and a brand spanking new Ferrari that he drives to work at a Warner Brothers office Downtown Toronto. Like… wtf? I’m in my 20’s Just out of highschool… earning a degree in broadcasting and film… I can’t even afford a subway sub.
Sublime wrote:
]But to say all that and still not post a pic is BS.
To be honest... I had a rough childhood. Kids can be really cruel... and cause of that i can't really be happy with the way I look, not now at least. I've lived under a rock for a long while until I started being myself. I mean... I had a fucked up childhood. Middle school years and some of my high school years had me turning in my sleep. Y'know what I mean? Kids say things. Cruel things. And you can ignore it as much as you can, but it sinks in after a while. And it just kills you.
Of course you have no idea what I’m talking about. I had to date girls outside of my own school since I was too embarrassed to ask anyone.
But it’s the past now. Now it’s not a huge problem. I’m happy with what I get. I don’t care if I get used or not… beggars can’t be choosers.
Sublime wrote:
You know deep down you'd like to be open but you're not.
I'd love to be more open... but some things in my life are just meant for me to be tormented by. Why would I tell you that my Uncle died and I never got to see him in my life? He lived just across the border and I never went to see him because I was too stubborn to get into the car with both my parents.
Sublime wrote:
I'm open about most things and i'm deffo more open than you, but i'd still say I'm restrictive on some too.
Of course you’re more open than me. I've had bad moments in life and I still do... i just don't think I'd want to bother people about them. Something can be said as a way to just... express your anger in a non violent manner. I love to write. Not well, but I love to write.
Sublime wrote:
I don't buy the jumping off a cliff story either. What a loada bollocks. If you jump your next thought is the landing which is was about in the first place. Also the weight is lifted ONCE you've jumped not beforehand.
It was a metaphor!
Fuck... hahahaha...
Ps... just like my mates... how do you expect me to be honest... and open when everytime i say something I get, "Bull shit!"
We're just two lost souls swimming in a fish bowl, year after year, running over the same old ground. What have we found? The same old fears.Wish you were here.
I loved Serenity. It was on here right before skeleton key. I love a Joss stuff. Adam Baldwin is hot. *thinks dirty thoughts* He is like 45 I think too. He is a big guy but he is not ape like. He talks to people online too. I know the web site he is one and he seems to be all brainy and stuff. Real political guy. It was shocking.
Now Hellboy is on. I liked that one.
PS not sure what you mean about the fishing. Do you mean fishing you? or real fishing. I was asking more for myself. I am caught in a vicious cycle of nerves right now. It happens every once in a while.
@subby
I think he is pretty open, he just doesn’t want to post his picture and chooses not to share some information. Even werder said that some people go bananas about that picture posting so be it.
ps. Animalmother though it might be. There is a dinner, there is some dressing up, there is a guy, there is a girl. It is just I am doing the paying. I am meeting him a 10 am tomorrow. I made reservations for 7pm. You are probably right.
I love Nathan Fillion! He's frickin' awesome. I was just pissed that I missed slither when it was out. I went to see Cache multiple times thinkin' i'd see it the next day. And it was gone. Hellboy is cool
pistolshrimp wrote:
PS not sure what you mean about the fishing. Do you mean fishing you? or real fishing. I was asking more for myself. I am caught in a vicious cycle of nerves right now. It happens every once in a while.
It's just that there was a time when someone asked me series of questions just to get inside my head to figure out who I am. I Never liked that. I felt... naked after
pistolshrimp wrote:
@subby
I think he is pretty open, he just doesn’t want to post his picture and chooses not to share some information. Even werder said that some people go bananas about that picture posting so be it.
YEAH! Subby! YEAH! Raaawr!
We're just two lost souls swimming in a fish bowl, year after year, running over the same old ground. What have we found? The same old fears.Wish you were here.
Ohh Nathan, Adam is my favourite tho. Summer is a real dancer you know. Joss had her on Angel too. I find he re-cycles his actors A LOT. He is doing Wonder women right now.
I had a crap childhood too. Mostly when I was in the city. My dad was miserable but at the cabin he was never home, playing tennis and drinking beer all day so thank god I had that.
Elementary school was ok when I attended. I missed a lot of school when I was young. High school was a bit harder. I was one the few white kids so I was called a lot of names like “honkey” and “ya fucken cracker” There were these 4 East Indian Chicks that used to try to Bully me for the most part I didn’t do much about it. One day, I forgot what they did, said something as I walked by. I reached out and rammed the ringleaders head into the locker. This were really skinny bitchy girls too Really hard. They left me alone after that.
I didn’t date anybody from my high school. I dated some older guy not in high school with a car (in which I paid his insurance) Sometimes I think I missed out on the whole high school dating scene.
I don’t really care if people get into my head. Once in, I am sure they would be quite disappointed. Maybe it doesn’t make me feel naked because I am a bit of a naked beach girl. Wreck beach here I come!
Seriously my nerves are bad. I have to take ativan sometimes. I get panic attacks and pass out cuz I can’t breath properly. I am scared people are going to think I am a drug addict or something.
We're just two lost souls swimming in a fish bowl, year after year, running over the same old ground. What have we found? The same old fears.Wish you were here.
I am not always like this but I go through periods where I get really REALLY bad. It can control your life you know. When I am in a line up. People in front of me, behind me, on either side of me. I start to shake and my legs go weak. Sometimes I can control it but sometime if it gets to a certian point I start to panic even more and then can’t breath properly and then I pass out or something. I also have problems in restaurants. They have to be dark and I have to be stashed away in a corner. Sometimes I have to leave. I went to the restaurant today and reserved a table and told them which one I wanted a head of time. How fucking crazy is that? With the ativan I should be fine.
To be honest... I had a rough childhood. Kids can be really cruel... and cause of that i can't really be happy with the way I look, not now at least. I've lived under a rock for a long while until I started being myself. etc. etc.
Well if you're being yourself now why don't you just post a picture? You coulda just googled a picture and shut everyone up ages ago, but you had to drag it on and on. It doesn't make sense how you had to date girls from other schools. I'm sure if you can get someone from another school then you coulda got someone from your own school if you didn't look at the floor so much.
Injurious wrote:
Why would I tell you that my Uncle died and I never got to see him in my life? He lived just across the border and I never went to see him because I was too stubborn to get into the car with both my parents.
You didn't say this because noone asked. Of course if a thread started about something you regret, then maybe you coulda posted this, but then again noone would know any different if you didn't post it. Things like this (sharing some information) can't be compared to you being open.
Injurious wrote:
It was a metaphor!
Not really.
Injurious wrote:
Ps... just like my mates... how do you expect me to be honest... and open when everytime i say something I get, "Bull shit!"
If noone believes you what does it matter? There are only a few times when not being believed is bad and on the internet isn't one of those.
You can ask me anything and i'll give a straight forward answer as best I can, that's being open. You though, you restrict what you say and probably re-read everything you type twice to make sure it sounds ok and isn't too much.
Injurious wrote:
you can't really feel like you’re somebody when you’re talking to a person online who says he owns a massive yacht and a brand spanking new Ferrari that he drives to work at a Warner Brothers office Downtown Toronto. Laughing Like… wtf? I’m in my 20’s Just out of highschool… earning a degree in broadcasting and film… I can’t even afford a subway sub.
Sure you can. You can congratulate them and know that when you graduate you too can be like that. You can also think they're lying but it's up to you. You don't need to be rich, or famous or anything. Just be what you want to be and the rest doesn't really matter :/
It's not a date because he wouldn't ask you to go to pay for dinner (unless he did it slyly), but you were too busy crying to probably take notice. If you don't like him then just walk out. What does it matter if you're seen by a friend or whoever in the restaurant with him? At least you won't have to make up a lie on the spot, just tell the truth and it'll be a lot simpler.
Stealth88 and Lod|_Dod| wrote:
"And the winner is.... Sublime!" That fucking kid is always right. Sublime FTW!
Doesn't matter if you are a hottie or not and I am not like that all the time. It makes life diffacult. It makes you a bit of a pain in the ass to be around. Imagion if you were on some date and that happened to her. Or she panics because she was seated at a table she didn't like, you would think she was a fussy bitch. Or you ordered food and she doesn't order anything and she just sits there drinking water? you would think she didn't want to be with you.
@subby
If I didn't like him I wouldn't just walk out. That is really rude. And I don't care whatsoever who sees me with him. He could be the uglyist guy in the city but I am not going to be treating him or anyone else like shit.
I can't believe you would even say that to me. That is one of the most shallowest things someone can do. Is that how you think of me as shallow, vain, mean, and rude.
Doesn't matter if you are a hottie or not and I am not like that all the time. It makes life diffacult. It makes you a bit of a pain in the ass to be around. Imagion if you were on some date and that happened to her. Or she panics because she was seated at a table she didn't like, you would think she was a fussy bitch. Or you ordered food and she doesn't order anything and she just sits there drinking water? you would think she didn't want to be with you.
Well, if I didnt know why she was actin like that.
Plus, I would ask. And, I know what panic attacks are like. I get them too...doesnt matter why i get them, but i do.
If the girl explained to me she has anxiety issues and gets nervous easily, I'd have no problem with things. I had a date have a panic attack on me one time during dinner because her food on her plate was all together instead of separated, she couldnt let her corn touch her mashed potatoes you know? Its a little weird but hell, thats how she is.
I made her comfortable. Ordered a different meal and made sure her food was separated, no biggie.
Same with the table thing. If you and I went to dinner and u didnt like where we were seated, we'd find another place to eat. Somewhere that you feel comfortable and can enjoy.
I like making people feel comfortable, its satisfying somehow.
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Well that and the yearbooks... but who ever looks good in a yearbook? 
I haven't seen Skeleton Key...
