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 Posted: Mon, 21st Nov 2005 03:05 Post subject: I'm a fuckin' jerk |
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So,
Today I’ve sat down and looked back at my life and I realized I’ve been a total jerk real-life-wise and otherwise-wise. I feel that saying sorry isn’t going to solve any of this and I’m afraid of doing anything that might accidentally worsen the situation. I’ve tried to hold back these past few days, but it really has gotten worse in my head. I feel that I’m responsible for most of the arguments happening on here. I also feel that I’m not really wanted here because of the way I’ve been acting for a while now. And, I guess that it is so. I mean it’s obvious. Really obvious. Wherever I go, whichever post I read, I just get the feeling that I’m no longer welcome. It’s been like that for a while. I keep being reminded, in each forum section, of those requests for a self portrait. And I can’t say no anymore. I don’t want to say yes either. It’s been bugging the hell out of me ever since the topic arose. And I’m really tired of feeling this way.
I guess what I’m really trying to do is get your attentions. Y’know. I’m a desperate attention whore.
As none of you may know, I’ve distanced myself from my close friends, because of the way I’ve acted towards them and I guess I really want to do the same here. I thought of taking a short break as I did before, but when I got back it was just a matter of time for me to start acting like a total asshole. So, taking a short break won’t really solve anything. I’m gonna try to stay away from here for as long as I can. It’ll do the board good and hopefully it’ll do me some good as well. I really don’t care for the board itself. It’s all about me. The more time I spend here the less I think of myself. My close friends have abandoned me for being an ignorant jerk, so, I’ve been outside of any social circle for almost a week and I’m getting really annoyed with not having anyone to talk to.
Well, what I’m trying to say is that I’m looking for social comfort and this forum can’t become a substitute.
Waldo.
We're just two lost souls swimming in a fish bowl, year after year, running over the same old ground. What have we found? The same old fears. Wish you were here.
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| Posted: Mon, 21st Nov 2005 03:17 Post subject: |
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first of all i'd like to say... this is being an attention whore. 
You're not the cause of arguments nor are you being hated on any part of the forum either  its pretty obvious you're 1 of the more liked members (more than me for a start but ya dont see me crying about it). This outcry is either, ur blind, ur an attention whore and this is a joke or both.
I can sympathise with you breaking apart in real life but geez this is a forum. In a few years we will have all moved on so there's no need to get upset about it, I know I don't. The day I get affected by the internet is when I stop using it. I only use it to entertain myself / humour me / inform me blah blah. I don't see how this forum can cause you as much pain as you're claiming.
And just so ya know
http://www.nfohump.com/forum/viewtopic.php?t=17997
I aint edited that topic title / post either 
And as for people requesting your pic.... no1 can force you and u can just keep saying no. It's gonna get boring (it already is that's why the intensity has stopped) so just forget about it.
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MAD_MAX333
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| Posted: Mon, 21st Nov 2005 06:52 Post subject: |
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first off i won't bother reading your attention whoring crap...
secondly i am disgusted that you would refer to me/us as your close friends, get away from me...
thirdly i love you and please marry me
all for perm banning inj, say ay
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| Posted: Mon, 21st Nov 2005 10:38 Post subject: |
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| Posted: Mon, 21st Nov 2005 10:45 Post subject: |
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we love you...please stay!
Otherwise I have to change my sig again 
| Injurious wrote: | | And then Mabel tripped over a rock and landed in a well and was trapped there with Timmy. Sadly I shot Lassie so no one is saving that bitch! |
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| Posted: Mon, 21st Nov 2005 10:57 Post subject: |
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You can always change it to
| Code: | | [quote="Stealth88"]"And the winner is.... Sublime!" That fucking kid is always right. Sublime FTW![/quote] |
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TheSaint
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| Posted: Mon, 21st Nov 2005 13:56 Post subject: |
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i didnt read it but i just wanted to say:
POST YOUR PIC!
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Mutantius
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nouseforaname
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Mutantius
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MAD_MAX333
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| Posted: Mon, 21st Nov 2005 20:33 Post subject: |
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you people are helping his attention whoriness...POST UR PICTUREEEEEEE
(hopefulyl nude)
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Mutantius
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| Posted: Mon, 21st Nov 2005 23:50 Post subject: |
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Either you're extremely funny for fucking with everyone or you're pretty brave for saying that "we" are your freinds (or something like that!)
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SycoShaman
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| Posted: Tue, 22nd Nov 2005 00:52 Post subject: |
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where the hell did my post go?...
EDIT - Seriously, why was my post deleted? Im curious. All I said that Injur is a good guy and most of the regs like him and such.... Did some Mod go on a drunken post deleting binge?
Last edited by SycoShaman on Tue, 22nd Nov 2005 04:40; edited 1 time in total
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| Posted: Tue, 22nd Nov 2005 03:48 Post subject: |
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I thought he was referring to his friends in real life...
"Techniclly speaking, Beta-Manboi didnt inject Burberry_Massi with Benz, he injected him with liquid that had air bubbles in it, which caused benz." - House M.D
"Faith without logic is the same as knowledge without understanding; meaningless"
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| Posted: Tue, 22nd Nov 2005 09:25 Post subject: |
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| SycoShaman wrote: | where the hell did my post go?...
EDIT - Seriously, why was my post deleted? Im curious. All I said that Injur is a good guy and most of the regs like him and such.... Did some Mod go on a drunken post deleting binge? |
? as far as I know no one deleted your post
Did you press the "submit" button?
| Injurious wrote: | | And then Mabel tripped over a rock and landed in a well and was trapped there with Timmy. Sadly I shot Lassie so no one is saving that bitch! |
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| Posted: Tue, 22nd Nov 2005 11:13 Post subject: |
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Injurious google for helpline forums or call there, its freaking warez forum here.
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SycoShaman
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| Posted: Tue, 22nd Nov 2005 12:46 Post subject: |
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| ApeX PredatoR wrote: | | SycoShaman wrote: | where the hell did my post go?...
EDIT - Seriously, why was my post deleted? Im curious. All I said that Injur is a good guy and most of the regs like him and such.... Did some Mod go on a drunken post deleting binge? |
? as far as I know no one deleted your post
Did you press the "submit" button?
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Yeah man...i swear. Im not trippin either 
Wacked.... |
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| Posted: Tue, 22nd Nov 2005 13:45 Post subject: |
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Really don't know you well enough to post in this thread but speaking from personal experience do you smoke weed/take ecstacy?
sounds like paranoia.
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Lutzifer
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| Posted: Tue, 22nd Nov 2005 15:39 Post subject: |
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injurious, you need to get laid 
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| Posted: Tue, 22nd Nov 2005 18:19 Post subject: |
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| Lutzifer wrote: | | injurious, you need to get laid |
... the fuck out with a bitch slap? |
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Bigperm
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| Posted: Thu, 24th Nov 2005 22:23 Post subject: |
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Keep posting Injurious. I for one, really enjoy alot of your posts. Some are off the wall, but 99% of them really add something to the board. Attention whore or what ever, its doesnt matter; you are not responsible for majority of arguements here. Far Far from it.
And i would say the majority of people like you here or like what you have to say. I have almost fallen out of my desk reading some of your posts.
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nouseforaname
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| Posted: Thu, 24th Nov 2005 22:33 Post subject: |
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the first view replies
man you guys are sometimes funny..  |
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| Posted: Thu, 24th Nov 2005 23:10 Post subject: |
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| SycoShaman wrote: |
Yeah man...i swear. Im not trippin either
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then what could it possibly be |
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| Posted: Sat, 26th Nov 2005 04:46 Post subject: |
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IDK, to me personally, about 50% of your posts are too long and positively useless (see first post in this thread,) about 40% contribute something to the thread, and about 10% are somewhat funny/sarcastic.
This isn't a self-help forum and you need to take your personal issues elsewhere. Calling us "friends" is a bit extreme. I wouldn't mind having a beer with most of the regulars, even ppl I've run into problems with (sublime, yourself, and mchart included), but friends... that's a stretch. If you broke up with your girl, did bad in school, or got fired, you'll get a couple of sympathetic "that sucks" replies from us. Honestly, that's about as tight as it gets. Depression and issues of that caliber need to be taken elsewhere.
I'm sorry if I don't go along with 90% of the people here, and I do want you to stay, but someone had to say it. Or maybe it's just me.
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| Posted: Sat, 26th Nov 2005 05:46 Post subject: |
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Accelleron hit the nail on the head, as if any of us really give a shit
Although I have to be honest and say I would enjoy having a beer with the rest of the regulars.
"Techniclly speaking, Beta-Manboi didnt inject Burberry_Massi with Benz, he injected him with liquid that had air bubbles in it, which caused benz." - House M.D
"Faith without logic is the same as knowledge without understanding; meaningless"
Last edited by AnimalMother on Sat, 26th Nov 2005 15:21; edited 1 time in total
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| Posted: Sat, 26th Nov 2005 11:35 Post subject: |
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| AnimalMother wrote: | Accelleron hit the nail on the head, as if any of us realy give a shit
Although I have to be honest and say I would enjoy having a beer with the rest of the regulars. |
Should I bring my fake I.D ? |
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