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 Posted: Fri, 23rd Nov 2012 16:15 Post subject: Good and not so good, that makes it, what, even? |
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Well I passed the oral exam today, barely. I got 4 (B), and I didn't know anything :\ I was totally not concentrated. But hey, I'm glad that's over!
Now I only have one really big exam, and the rest should be easy, so that's great news!  ^^
On the bad side, I am no longer having benefits part of the friendship with my friend I talked about few months ago.
And we remained good friends, but he's kinda seeing this model guy that studied in USA, and he's into him, and the guy's into my friend, so I said that, for him to move on (and he was always whining how he's sad because he doesn't have a boyfriend), I needed to stop having sex with him.
And I can live without sex. I have been living without it for the most of my life, and I lived. But I'm still kinda sad-ish. 
I mean, I knew that we weren't going to be anything more, because of my shitty situation. But I liked what we had. Because he's not like the rest of the fags here, and we are really similar, and have similar interests and so...
And a part of me is scared that once he starts dating this guy (once this guy becomes his boyfriend they start having sex), he'll ditch me :\
And besides relatively good body, the guy really isn't anything special. I mean, his face is meh, but hey, different ppl, different tastes...
So all summed up, at least there are good news on the uni front, but bad news on the love front... So that makes it even, right?
Still there is much work with the uni, and I'm gonna be busy with doing some magazine for uni, some web design, so that'll keep me busy...
"Quantum mechanics is actually, contrary to it's reputation, unbeliveably simple, once you take the physics out."
Scott Aaronson | chiv wrote: | | thats true you know. newton didnt discover gravity. the apple told him about it, and then he killed it. the core was never found. |
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Saner
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| Posted: Fri, 23rd Nov 2012 16:17 Post subject: |
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Fuck I am so immature.
I got as far as "Oral exam" and I started giggling to myself like a little 12 year old
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Have you told your friend with benefits exactly how you feel ? who knows maybe he feels the same way too.
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I saw things like that in here and in other "woman problems" topics so...... Am I the only one that thinks some authorities needs to be alerted about Saner and him possibly being a rapist and/or kidnapper ? |
Saner is not being serious. Unless its the subject of Santa!
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| Posted: Fri, 23rd Nov 2012 16:31 Post subject: |
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I knew the moment I wrote oral exam, that ppl would be like: phfmfhmh and giggle like kids xD
Well there was this time a month or two ago, where we discussed why we couldn't be together, and one time he slept with this random dude, and I was a bit hurt and there were some things said, and he knew that I got attached.
Because I cannot have sex without emotions :\ And so I even said that it's best that we end the sex part, so that he can move on. And trust me, he was always saying how he's sad because he doesn't have a boyfriend, and that always felt kinda like a little slap to my face, because even tho I am here for him always to cheer him up, I would even stay with him and we'd watch movies and cuddle and stuff, I got the impression that he just doesn't feel that way about me :\
I mean, if he felt something for me, then me not being able to spent more time with him (because of my uni and my family), wouldn't matter, right?
I mean, I know that it wouldn't matter to me. I'd do anything to be with the person I deeply care about...
Plus he's really excited about this model guy, since he tried to go out with one other guy (much cuter imo), and he turned him down, so he was all depressed...
Plus he has a big body self esteem issue - more in his head imo but...
"Quantum mechanics is actually, contrary to it's reputation, unbeliveably simple, once you take the physics out."
Scott Aaronson | chiv wrote: | | thats true you know. newton didnt discover gravity. the apple told him about it, and then he killed it. the core was never found. |
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Saner
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| Posted: Fri, 23rd Nov 2012 16:44 Post subject: |
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Lots of blokes are just complete cunts out for sex (and I defiantly include myself when I was single in that category, now I have just been married too long and cant be bothered ) maybe he just falls into that group.
Its easy to say, but I would tell him how you feel, and if he shits on you then just move on. No matter what the sexuality we have all been in shitty relationships where we have wanted one thing and out partners another.
anyway, either way hopefully when you finish your exams and move out, you can find someone who wants you for who you are, if not you can always join the sad fuckers on here with internet porn and wank socks
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I saw things like that in here and in other "woman problems" topics so...... Am I the only one that thinks some authorities needs to be alerted about Saner and him possibly being a rapist and/or kidnapper ? |
Saner is not being serious. Unless its the subject of Santa!
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Werelds
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| Posted: Fri, 23rd Nov 2012 16:46 Post subject: |
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Because the oral thing's been done:
| dingo_d wrote: | | Because I cannot have sex without emotions :\ |
Seriously though dingo, you need to move off this guy, find some other guys to hang out with and take things from there. You're too hung up on this one
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| Posted: Fri, 23rd Nov 2012 16:51 Post subject: |
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| Werelds wrote: | Because the oral thing's been done:
| dingo_d wrote: | | Because I cannot have sex without emotions :\ |
Seriously though dingo, you need to move off this guy, find some other guys to hang out with and take things from there. You're too hung up on this one |
Great picture xD
But it's not just about moving on. He doesn't seem like other gay douche bags that will fuck you and discard you. We are really great friends. We talk every day, and we bitch about our problems to each other, we shared some really intimate moments (not just pure sex). So I'd hate to have that gone.
It's so hard to find a decent gay friend, and I have like one (ofc I'm not sleeping with him xD). Plus this friend can help me with design, since he's a graphic designer
"Quantum mechanics is actually, contrary to it's reputation, unbeliveably simple, once you take the physics out."
Scott Aaronson | chiv wrote: | | thats true you know. newton didnt discover gravity. the apple told him about it, and then he killed it. the core was never found. |
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Saner
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| Posted: Fri, 23rd Nov 2012 16:56 Post subject: |
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fuck him in the... oh.
| ragnarus wrote: |
I saw things like that in here and in other "woman problems" topics so...... Am I the only one that thinks some authorities needs to be alerted about Saner and him possibly being a rapist and/or kidnapper ? |
Saner is not being serious. Unless its the subject of Santa!
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| Posted: Fri, 23rd Nov 2012 17:00 Post subject: |
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Been there, done that xD
You know the sex part of it isn't that important. Sure it was fun, and he said I was really good (well we've been going at it since August), but there were some stuff I wanted to do...
Oh, and not to mention that I'll end up not having sex until I move out, and that'll be, just what, one year?
Finding gay guy in here, that is not seriously fucked in the head, or that has not slept with half of the country is like winning a lottery :\
Yaaaay :\
"Quantum mechanics is actually, contrary to it's reputation, unbeliveably simple, once you take the physics out."
Scott Aaronson | chiv wrote: | | thats true you know. newton didnt discover gravity. the apple told him about it, and then he killed it. the core was never found. |
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garus
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| Posted: Fri, 23rd Nov 2012 17:06 Post subject: |
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| garus wrote: | So you have the exact same problem we do, but with girls 
Everyone is equally fucked up. |
That just proves that gay is ok xD
"Quantum mechanics is actually, contrary to it's reputation, unbeliveably simple, once you take the physics out."
Scott Aaronson | chiv wrote: | | thats true you know. newton didnt discover gravity. the apple told him about it, and then he killed it. the core was never found. |
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