I hate this shit! !! LEAVE ME ALONE!!!
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Qemko




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Location: Portugal, Europe
PostPosted: Thu, 16th Jun 2005 01:06    Post subject: I hate this shit! !! LEAVE ME ALONE!!!
Well i'm in college finishing a chemistry degree and i only have 3 more exams to go, but i fuckin hate them!! I left the sucky sucky chairs to the end and i'm going crazy!!! My friends are all finishing but me , nnnoooo still making those damn exams:
-Statistics and Probability
- Analytical Chemistry 2
- chemical kinetics!!

ARRHG!!! I've lost faith in myself !!!!! I'm scared shitless of failing and i can't eat nor sleep very well ! I just want to get a job!! My girlfriend is giving me strength but i'm afraid of letting down a bunch of people !!
I'm 23 almost 24 and someday nobody will give me a job with my age!!!
(ok, i'm overeacting)!!!!!!!
I should have study harder but i'm having lots of problem in concentrating so i just keep postponing the study to keep the pain away.....!!!
So i flunk and fail and it's a fuckin cycle!!
Anyone has some words of wisdom????


Sad I've been raised with the mentality .school is everithyng , it's your job your life, but i don't believe in it anymore!

Help!

Just let me finish my degree!
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Esel_Gesi
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PostPosted: Thu, 16th Jun 2005 01:58    Post subject:
Well maybe if this was your first semester in college i would say something like "college isnt for everyone yada yada yada" but since you are so close to finishing I say just duke it out bro. You've come this far why not finish it the best you can.

Did you fail or are you just afraid you are going to?


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Sublime




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PostPosted: Thu, 16th Jun 2005 04:32    Post subject:
well 3 more exams wont change anything. uve prolly done 100 exams by now. I dont get beat up over exams because i know that's when i truely shine Smile things like coursework i just do the minimal because i hate it. i'm yet to find something ive been interested in and tried my best at.


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poullou




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PostPosted: Thu, 16th Jun 2005 09:15    Post subject:
All the best m8. Don't give up for 3 exams now?


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PostPosted: Thu, 16th Jun 2005 11:50    Post subject:
As they said, hang in there.


And btw, you missed the mandatory FUCK in the topic Razz


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Qemko




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Location: Portugal, Europe
PostPosted: Thu, 16th Jun 2005 21:33    Post subject:
Very Happy
yes i forgot the fuck issue!

Well the thing about those exams is that i left them pass by year after year, because of time or not feeling like doing them so, now my confidence is pretty low Crying or Very sad
I don't study them very well and the i have a mental block during the exam....

The thing is i'm tired of having to fix things that have no use for me in the future.. equations, whatever! ? Most of my colleagues don't know shit after a month, is just a question of luck, quick thinking and some study!
And the thing is, my dad is sick with diabetes and the doctors had to take a piece of flesh from his leg, my mom is holding ut the family, so the pressure is twofold!!
She is always saying "if you don't have a college degree you will be nothing"! bla bla bla! And my parents are old in the 60's and in the 50's , and i feel the need for economical independence from them....
So basically i'm fueling all the fears of insucess that are deep inside me !!
I wanna be a ritch bastard so i coan finish the degree at ease....
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AwE




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PostPosted: Sat, 18th Jun 2005 17:13    Post subject:
Hey bro... I can really understand how you feel...
I`m in a simillar situation (I´m a bit older...).

But what to do?!

I think esel_gesi pointed it out - Just do the rest and see what comes.

That you are to old is plain bullshit - If you like what you do (I mean later in your job), you won`t have a problem to find a good one.
Most enterprises offers practical courses - thats a good way to start IF you really shouzldn`t find something decent after college.
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Qemko




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Location: Portugal, Europe
PostPosted: Sat, 18th Jun 2005 18:17    Post subject:
AwE wrote:
Hey bro... I can really understand how you feel...
I`m in a simillar situation (I´m a bit older...).

But what to do?!

I think esel_gesi pointed it out - Just do the rest and see what comes.

That you are to old is plain bullshit - If you like what you do (I mean later in your job), you won`t have a problem to find a good one.
Most enterprises offers practical courses - thats a good way to start IF you really shouzldn`t find something decent after college.


Thanks for the stregth! I had good news yesterday has i passed another exam so i'm down to two! Anyway with two exams behind i can now go to the last part of the degree which is to work 10months out of college doing scientific work! GREAT! I'm so relieved!

I hope everything turns allright too you 2!
It's a shamee when we go to college and we discover things are not like we hoped... well, but we got to keep going!

Best of luck! Very Happy
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