Well it's been...... Fun my dudes
Page 1 of 2 Goto page 1, 2  Next
SpykeZ




Posts: 23710

PostPosted: Thu, 4th May 2023 06:59    Post subject: Well it's been...... Fun my dudes
No other way to put it out than just do it but the cancer won. It took over my liver like a fire.

There were procedures done to slow it down so I could get surgery and slow it down but even the cancer was to fast for that.

I'm still living till the end though. Right now I'm just getting my giggles building Lego since I haven't touched a set since the 90s lol.

spykez@gmail.com is my PayPal, I hate begging, I hate asking for help, but these upcoming months are going to be rough. If you can donate, I appreciate it more than you can imagine. If not, I don't care, thank you anyways.

I'll still pop in, but the neuropathy in my hands kinda became permanent, so typing and holding my phone makes it hard. HA.

Still trying to game, steam deck has helped with that a great deal but no fps which sucks but what can ya do


Back to top
Reg67




Posts: 5432

PostPosted: Thu, 4th May 2023 07:25    Post subject:
Fuck! I don't know what else to say.
Back to top
SpykeZ




Posts: 23710

PostPosted: Thu, 4th May 2023 07:43    Post subject:
You don't have to say anything. We had some years in despite never getting to really play anything. I think we had 1 have e did though? Probably Minecraft when i burned down the village 😂😂


Back to top
konkol84




Posts: 3668
Location: Po(o)land
PostPosted: Thu, 4th May 2023 07:47    Post subject:
All the best mr. squirrel Sad


Ryzen 7600x/5600x/3600 | 5070TI/3080/3070Ti | 32GB RAM | LG 55OLEDC9/42OLEDC2 |
Oculus Quest 2 | Steam Deck
\[T]/
Back to top
HubU
VIP Member



Posts: 11310

PostPosted: Thu, 4th May 2023 09:13    Post subject:
That's just aweful... Hope you have plans to make the most of it! We sure as hell will help over here! Also, glad the cancer couldn't remove any of your awesomeness Xmas Grin

Stay strong, my man! Cute Pom Pom's


"Music washes away from the soul the dust of everyday life." ~Berthold Auerbach
Back to top
freiwald




Posts: 6968

PostPosted: Thu, 4th May 2023 09:29    Post subject:
Don't want to sound like an ass, normally i don't care about problems from people which i don't really know. We didn't had much to do with each other, but i always knew you are a good guy, you don't deserve this shit. No idea why it's different this time. sitting here crying even i don't really know you.

Since i don't have much money i can't give you a lot, but i want at least to give something, it will probably not help but i guess its better then nothing.

Make the best out of your time, stay tough and i love you


Last edited by freiwald on Thu, 4th May 2023 12:36; edited 1 time in total
Back to top
Interinactive
VIP Member



Posts: 29407

PostPosted: Thu, 4th May 2023 09:31    Post subject:
It's very genuinely sad, I'm not sure what to say either Sad

I hope you're comfortable, doing what you love
Back to top
AmpegV4




Posts: 6248

PostPosted: Thu, 4th May 2023 09:45    Post subject:
Sad to hear mate, and feel likewise with the other posters. We are always here to shit talk and let off steam.
Back to top
garus
VIP Member



Posts: 34200

PostPosted: Thu, 4th May 2023 10:14    Post subject:
snip


Last edited by garus on Tue, 27th Aug 2024 21:17; edited 1 time in total
Back to top
raven_g20




Posts: 1280
Location: Greece
PostPosted: Thu, 4th May 2023 10:21    Post subject:
Shit. Hope you get to enjoy doing what you want. Try and keep your hope up since you never know. You probably already looked into it but did you search for any clinical trials you might participate? There may be some still recruiting.

Wish you the best dude. I'll keep praying for you.


Rig: i7-5820k, MSI X99 Plus, Corsair 16GB DDR4:3000, Inno3d GTX 1080, Samsung 850 Pro 512GB, Corsair 850i PSU, AOC G2460PG.
Back to top
couleur
[Moderator] Janitor



Posts: 14261

PostPosted: Thu, 4th May 2023 11:55    Post subject:
Sad news Spykez. You really are a pillar of this community and I wish you continue to enjoy your life as much as still possible.


"Enlightenment is man's emergence from his self-imposed nonage. Nonage is the inability to use one's own understanding without another's guidance. This nonage is self-imposed if its cause lies not in lack of understanding but in indecision and lack of courage to use one's own mind without another's guidance. Dare to know! (Sapere aude.) "Have the courage to use your own understanding," is therefore the motto of the enlightenment."
Back to top
PumpAction
[Schmadmin]



Posts: 26759

PostPosted: Thu, 4th May 2023 12:33    Post subject:
I am so sorry to hear this man Sad you were always a generous soul and I hope you get that back. And I remember you burning down the nice treehouse you beautiful son-of-a-bitch Sad


=> NFOrce GIF plugin <= - Ryzen 3800X, 16GB DDR4-3200, Sapphire 5700XT Pulse
Back to top
Shocktrooper




Posts: 4523

PostPosted: Thu, 4th May 2023 12:48    Post subject:
Damn! Crying or Very sad Keep fighting, keep enjoying those Legos, hope you check back here for a long time to come. Wish you all the best my furry friend
Back to top
monk3ybusin3ss




Posts: 11155

PostPosted: Thu, 4th May 2023 13:00    Post subject:
Sad

“Even death is not to be feared by one who has lived wisely.”

– Buddha

Be well man. Enjoy those Legos and time with your closest people.
Back to top
Il_Padrino




Posts: 7492
Location: Greece by the North Sea
PostPosted: Thu, 4th May 2023 13:12    Post subject:
Heartbreaking and sad to read, I'm very sorry. Be well Sad


There must have been a door there in the wall, when I came in.
Truly gone fishing.
Back to top
Newty182




Posts: 10798
Location: UK
PostPosted: Thu, 4th May 2023 13:24    Post subject:
Fuck man Sad


Ryzen 5 5600, ASUS ROG STRIX B550-F GAMING WIFI II, Corsair Vengeance RGB RT 32GB 3600MHz C16, Zotac RTX 3060 Ti, Corsair RMx Series RM750x. AOC AGON AG324UX - 4K 144Hz 1ms GTG IPS FreeSync KVM
Back to top
paxsali
Banned



Posts: 18352

PostPosted: Thu, 4th May 2023 14:07    Post subject:
⁢⁢


Last edited by paxsali on Thu, 4th Jul 2024 22:58; edited 2 times in total
Back to top
tonizito
VIP Member



Posts: 51330
Location: Portugal, the shithole of Europe.
PostPosted: Thu, 4th May 2023 15:34    Post subject:
Damn.
That shit barges into your life just like that, straight out of nowhere Sad
Stay strong and good luck men


boundle (thoughts on cracking AITD) wrote:
i guess thouth if without a legit key the installation was rolling back we are all fucking then
Back to top
DXWarlock
VIP Member



Posts: 11422
Location: Florida, USA
PostPosted: Thu, 4th May 2023 15:37    Post subject:
Fuuuck squirrel man, that sucks. You are not allowed to give up, we barely have anyone left on the forums as it is Very Happy
I am the worst person to convey into words any intimate feelings about things. I'd make a horrible grief counselor or a doctor with terrible bedside manner.
Just dont let worrying about if or when you should starting worrying about time left, waste it all away by spending that time worrying about it.

Just remember: “I do not fear death. I had been dead for billions and billions of years before I was born, and had not suffered the slightest inconvenience from it.”


-We don't control what happens to us in life, but we control how we respond to what happens in life.
-Hard times create strong men, strong men create good times, good times create weak men, and weak men create hard times. -G. Michael Hopf

Disclaimer: Post made by me are of my own creation. A delusional mind relayed in text form.
Back to top
ixigia
[Moderator] Consigliere



Posts: 65039
Location: Italy
PostPosted: Thu, 4th May 2023 16:10    Post subject:
Shit, I'm really sorry SpykeZ.. Sad Your attitude in these troubled times is admirable and so is your spirit, keep rocking bud and don't forget to play some Gun Monkeys <3

By the way, I managed to dig up some old stuff from the ancient Humparchive, hope it can give you a smile:

 Spoiler:
 
Back to top
Ankh




Posts: 23266
Location: Trelleborg
PostPosted: Thu, 4th May 2023 16:33    Post subject:
Oh ffs! Im so so sorry to hear about this Sad


shitloads of new stuff in my pc. Cant keep track of it all.
Back to top
HIz




Posts: 2187
Location: Wrong_Timeline
PostPosted: Thu, 4th May 2023 16:40    Post subject:
Sad

Dont give up ! Eat/drink healthy and a lot of veggies and fruits that decrease inflammation.

Keep us tuned if you can
Back to top
Frant
King's Bounty



Posts: 24592
Location: Your Mom
PostPosted: Thu, 4th May 2023 18:47    Post subject:
I'm really sorry that the cancer took over Spykez. I hope and wish that you'll be able to alleviate any pain that you're going through. I also hope you can find ways to really enjoy your days.


Ph'nglui mglw'nafh Cthulhu R'lyeh wgah'nagl fhtagn!

"The sky was the color of a TV tuned to a dead station" - Neuromancer
Back to top
Stormwolf




Posts: 23504
Location: Norway
PostPosted: Thu, 4th May 2023 19:10    Post subject:
Sorry to hear that Spykez. Hopefully something miraculous happens, who knows. Crossing my fingers for you. Now do whatever the fuck you want to do in life and enjoy it as much as you can
Back to top
Photish




Posts: 1188

PostPosted: Thu, 4th May 2023 19:30    Post subject:
Best of luck R! <3
Back to top
Yuri




Posts: 11000

PostPosted: Thu, 4th May 2023 21:17    Post subject:
Keep on living without any regrets Spykez

This is you beating the cancer:



1 and 2 are still amazing.
Back to top
VonMisk




Posts: 9452
Location: Hatredland
PostPosted: Thu, 4th May 2023 23:08    Post subject:
Fuck mate Sad Enjoy every moment that you have and had. Build a giant dick for the cancer to suck on with these Lego.


sar·​casm | \ ˈsär-ˌka-zəm \
1: a sharp and often satirical or ironic utterance designed to cut or give pain
2a: a mode of satirical wit depending for its effect on bitter, caustic, and often ironic language that is usually directed against an individual
b: the use or language of sarcasm
Back to top
Lopin18




Posts: 3353
Location: US
PostPosted: Fri, 5th May 2023 04:06    Post subject:
This pains me, enjoy your time and people, this forum was like a small family to me and pains me to hear this, drop in here and there, we are always here in all timezones, it will always be a pleasure to read the distant folks around the hump.
Back to top
iconized




Posts: 4616
Location: Pays-Bas
PostPosted: Fri, 5th May 2023 06:36    Post subject:
I hope you can manage to tick off some stuff from your bucket list.
And wishing you all the strength. Smile
Back to top
Amadeus




Posts: 2338
Location: Yes
PostPosted: Fri, 5th May 2023 13:59    Post subject:
Fuck cancer

Will hope for a miracle for you, either way, enjoy life to the fullest
Back to top
Page 1 of 2 All times are GMT + 1 Hour
NFOHump.com Forum Index - General chatter Goto page 1, 2  Next
Signature/Avatar nuking: none (can be changed in your profile)  


Display posts from previous:   

Jump to:  
You cannot post new topics in this forum
You cannot reply to topics in this forum
You cannot edit your posts in this forum
You cannot delete your posts in this forum
You cannot vote in polls in this forum


Powered by phpBB 2.0.8 © 2001, 2002 phpBB Group