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WaldoJ
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 Posted: Thu, 21st Sep 2006 01:01 Post subject: Grown ups suck! |
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Human nature is so horrifically vile and despicable. It's so unpleasant to be around it!
I'm starting to really hate people. I'm starting to hate grown ups! They're so unimaginative! They're so cold. They're so shallow! It so disgusting! 
What's the point of living a life moping around and just pretending to be happy?
People make me sad! One day they're fun to be around with, cheering, laughing, enjoying life, the next day they're so … I can't think of a word that perfectly describes this horrific self centered nature of people. They're also sad. Sadness is awful!
Man, I think it was weeks ago when I argued that man cannot be so self centered: only caring to him and himself. But today I was proven horribly wrong.
It's scary. I'm only 21 and I've been ignoring all these wicked monsters and now I'm afraid. It's so cold now. I used to enjoy running around with nothing on but a t-shirt and pair of shorts in the dead of winter, and now I need sweaters and thick pants. Why are people so disgustingly cold??
I hate seeing people for what they are. I could ignore strangers 'cause I don't know them, but friends… when they show their true colors… it's just so morbid. I feel like I've buried a dear friend today. I don't want to mourn. I don't want to grieve. I feel so cruel.
That is all 
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| Posted: Thu, 21st Sep 2006 01:13 Post subject: |
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So what happened? something obviously happened
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WaldoJ
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| Posted: Thu, 21st Sep 2006 01:26 Post subject: |
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You know when someone stabs you in the back because they need some sense of fulfillment, or accomplishment? That’s what happened. (I won't go into details. They're quite silly) It’s what grown ups often do. They often do these things, on purpose, to others to make themselves feel better. They're so selfish!
Sometimes I wish I was very violent.
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| Posted: Thu, 21st Sep 2006 02:49 Post subject: |
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Well, how did someone stab you in the back?
And yeah, I know how it feels to be betrayed.
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WaldoJ
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| Posted: Thu, 21st Sep 2006 03:07 Post subject: |
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Details are just so silly to mention. They’re very silly. It like someone stealing one of your cupcakes. It’s not a BIG deal to others, but to you, they’re your babies. You slaved over them. You’ve made them. You would’ve gladly given your cupcakes away if the person had asked, but they hadn’t. They just took them.
I expected someone to act maturely enough and they hadn’t. I told you it’s silly. Something’s just aren’t meant to be trifled with.
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| Posted: Thu, 21st Sep 2006 03:18 Post subject: |
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Someone has stolen one of you ideas or copied your work didn't they?
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WaldoJ
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| Posted: Thu, 21st Sep 2006 03:28 Post subject: |
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No. I feel flattered when people steal my ideas. 
Someone pretty much made me O.D. on sorrow on purpose.
I shared some of my problems with a person I thought I could trust and they used them against me. For their own sick, demented and twisted pleasure.
Who does that? Seriously.
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| Posted: Thu, 21st Sep 2006 03:58 Post subject: |
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Lots of people, politicians for instance.
And yeah, grownups do suck. I mean look at how they fucked up the world. Back in the middle ages, we could only kill each other by the hundreds. But then something called democracy emerged, and lots of grownups began getting lots of power. Naturally bad things happened, such as nukes, that can now kill people by the millions, or genocides, world wars, poverty, exploitation. And so the grownups went on a rampage for 200 years, turning this world into a bigger and bigger shithole until it is what it is today. No privacy, no easy ways to get money, you can't kill people that annoy you, a boring and extremely bloated school system, taxes, the ability to kill each other in masses, abrtion laws, radical religious fucks, narcotics, communist fuck up, serial killers, rapists, overcrowded jail systems, 3rd world exploitation, child pornography, smuggling, copyright violations, corruption, mobs, gang wars, ghettos, extremists, WMD's... and most of all, THE NEWS NETWORKS. I was happy when I was an ignorant little fuck and didn't know shit about how fucked up this world is.... but nooooooo fate was a fickle bitch and I had to stumble across the internet... and I evolved from a nice kid with a good haircut who got good grades to a fuckup who has a police record before he gets out of high school, pisses of his parents (but still gets good grades  ), and is aware of how fucked up this world is, and who fucked it up.
So, the point is, grownups suck. We need to go back to the middle ages where the entire planet was a shithole but you didn't know that cus you weren't educated enough to even know what an erection is, let alone global disaster, famine, and poverty. Back then, that was every day life, and we had nothing to complain about
So anyways, now that I have made a completely random post, I'll go back to doing my English homework.
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WaldoJ
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| Posted: Thu, 21st Sep 2006 04:06 Post subject: |
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I find your post rather intriguing. You see so much violence in the world today, yet you do not mention the good things. Why? I saw good things in certain people once. Now I do not.
The world, today, needs to be overdosed on aspirin, but that doesn’t explain why certain people are willing to hurt you, emotionally and physically, just to feel better about themselves. I help people to make myself feel better. I do not hurt them.
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SycoShaman
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| Posted: Thu, 21st Sep 2006 04:59 Post subject: |
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| WaldoJ wrote: | No. I feel flattered when people steal my ideas.
Someone pretty much made me O.D. on sorrow on purpose.
I shared some of my problems with a person I thought I could trust and they used them against me. For their own sick, demented and twisted pleasure.
Who does that? Seriously. |
First idea....women. Women like to do that. You open up to them and then something happens and they fucked you over and bring up shit that they know really hurts you.
I could be wrong, but it sounds like girl problems.
Or family problems |
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WaldoJ
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| Posted: Thu, 21st Sep 2006 05:12 Post subject: |
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It's not girl problems. Girl problems can be dealt with easily. I don’t deal with the evil conniving women you describe, so at least for me it’s easy.
It’s not family problems. Well, my family is full of grown ups. Even my nephew is starting to be more like a grown up and he’s only 9.
And I’m not gay!! In case that was your third idea! 
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| Posted: Thu, 21st Sep 2006 05:26 Post subject: |
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You shared some secret with a friend, and he spread it and made fun of you for it? Come on, be more specific man, so that the NFOrce emotion doctors can diagnose your case. And plus, you have the anonymity of the internet on your side.
We are certified, and have 5 years of experience with emo's from Myspace
PS as for nice things in this world, they are pretty limited to a good fight, good pussy, sexy car, adrenaline rushes, and a good turn based RTS.
Sense Amid Madness, Wit Amidst Folly
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WaldoJ
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| Posted: Thu, 21st Sep 2006 05:41 Post subject: |
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That is all you see that is good in life? You must be a grown up.
I have a problem with empathy. It can often offset my entire day and ruin my physical appearance.
Look. I don't really want to talk about it. I said what I had to say. What I wanted to say. People who wanted to understand, understood. I don't mind these questions at all. It's just I want to forget this day. I want it to end. And with this awful feeling within me, it’s hard for me to lay to sleep tonight.
And I know greatly the kind of people who are on these here forums. Sharing odd truths is fatal. Even within a small community, anonymity holds no merit. If I get laughed at, ridiculed, for the problems I have, it would be pretty difficult for me to consider continuing in participating within some of the fascinating debates/conversations that sneak their way into this forum.
You know. It sounds rather silly don’t it? But I do like it here.
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| Posted: Thu, 21st Sep 2006 05:48 Post subject: |
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| WaldoJ wrote: | It's not girl problems. Girl problems can be dealt with easily. I don’t deal with the evil conniving women you describe, so at least for me it’s easy.
It’s not family problems. Well, my family is full of grown ups. Even my nephew is starting to be more like a grown up and he’s only 9.
And I’m not gay!! In case that was your third idea! |
Really? Wanna deal with my exwife for me? |
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WaldoJ
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| Posted: Thu, 21st Sep 2006 05:51 Post subject: |
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She's very evil. She's conniving. I have no experience in that. I cannot help you. I’m sorry.
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SycoShaman
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| Posted: Thu, 21st Sep 2006 05:52 Post subject: |
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| WaldoJ wrote: | | She's very evil. She's conniving. I have no experience in that. I cannot help you. I’m sorry. |
You dont even know the shit she is pulling now man.
Be happy you dont know what its like to deal with a crazy bitch who's broken your heart numerous fucking times... |
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WaldoJ
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| Posted: Thu, 21st Sep 2006 05:54 Post subject: |
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You have said numerous times and have vividly described the kind of a person she is. I meant no disrespect what so ever. I am sorry.
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SycoShaman
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| Posted: Thu, 21st Sep 2006 05:55 Post subject: |
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| WaldoJ wrote: | | You have said numerous times and have vividly described the kind of a person she is. I meant no disrespect what so ever. I am sorry. |
I didnt take it as disrespect. No worries |
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WaldoJ
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| Posted: Thu, 21st Sep 2006 06:06 Post subject: |
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I have misread your reply. When you have said, she, I have read “you”. As in I have offended you with my misinterpretation of your past life. I have rushed reading your reply. I’m sorry.
My face is red.
I do get you now.
I, however, wish I lived in yesterday where such unpleasantness did not exist.
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SycoShaman
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| Posted: Thu, 21st Sep 2006 06:09 Post subject: |
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| WaldoJ wrote: | I have misread your reply. When you have said, she, I have read “you”. As in I have offended you with my misinterpretation of your past life. I have rushed reading your reply. I’m sorry.
My face is red.
I do get you now.
I, however, wish I lived in yesterday where such unpleasantness did not exist. |
Well dude, life only throws more shit at you as the years pass by. You get those rare moments of complete happiness. But most of time, you bounce from one bullshit thing to another you know?
Thats how it seems to work for me. I'll get everything i want for say 3 months...and then for 2 years im in the shitter... |
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WaldoJ
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| Posted: Thu, 21st Sep 2006 06:21 Post subject: |
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No man should ever be exposed to such unpleasantness. Grown up or not. It’s just cruel. I hope you’re on your first day of your first month of those three wondrous months.
I’m going to try to go to sleep. Or just look at the blank walls and count the paint dribs. Good night
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| Posted: Thu, 21st Sep 2006 09:13 Post subject: |
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No man should ever be exposed to such unpleasantness. Grown up or not. It’s just cruel. I hope you’re on your first day of your first month of those three wondrous months.
I’m going to try to go to sleep. Or just look at the blank walls and count the paint dribs. Good night |
Naw...still down in the dumps |
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| Posted: Thu, 21st Sep 2006 19:22 Post subject: |
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Dont be sad man.
I realized today actually its too much work being sad you know? fuck it. Im not happy either, im just not sad. |
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