Just now...
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weird0
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PostPosted: Fri, 16th Sep 2005 05:38    Post subject: Just now...
i decided i gotta change my life.
I was in town with my brother and some friends, playing some pub billard, drinking more than enough beer, walked home for about two hours, had a long conversaton with my brother, and i'm pretty clear now.

my life's gonna change.

i need to take some responsability, finish my driver's license, spend more time and thought with my studies, plan my future.

yeah, i know, y'all dont give a shit, but i needed to write this down to remember it tomorrow.

i'm gonna do it, right now!

thanks for listening.
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SycoShaman
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PostPosted: Fri, 16th Sep 2005 06:09    Post subject:
hmmm...commendable still

but dude...ive had many a nite where ive been fucked on something, booze, drugs or whatever and had that same conversation with someone or even with myself....best time to have a talk with someone like that is when ur straight to begin with...booze and most drugs make u emotional and things u may think are right, aren't...be careful when u decide something while under the influence....

Lost an old girlfriend like that my friend...I was convinced she was cheating on me cuz of the way she was acting and shit. Well, one nite, me and a buddy did some chach (yayo) and were chillin and we got into one of those snowblind conversations. Anyway, as a result, after the conversation I broke up with my gf in a very very mean way....in the end, I was wrong, she was having some other issues and because of the emotional state the yay put me in, i broke up with her in a very childish, immature way...which fucked me over when trying to reconcile....

Anyway, just be careful and try having the same discussion when u havent had anything to drink/smoke/sniff/chomp/swallow/shoot etc etc
If u come to the same conclusion, whatever that might be, then I'd say go for...if on the other hand u have different emotions, then I think u need to re-evaluate everything right?

but what the fuck do I know?


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weird0
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PostPosted: Fri, 16th Sep 2005 15:46    Post subject:
haha you're so fuckin right Laughing
fuck the sentimental bullshit i wrote...i was just drunk y'know Razz Wink Rolling Eyes
some of it may be right / necessary but it all sounded so much easier yesterday Sad


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AnimalMother




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PostPosted: Fri, 16th Sep 2005 15:46    Post subject:
I had one of these 'epiphany's', but not because I was under the influence of alcohol or any drug, but because I went though quite a serious trauma, which I had caused. It worked out in the end, but it's changed me, and i'm thankful for it.

I finally understood the saying "What doesn't kill you makes you stronger". Smile


"Techniclly speaking, Beta-Manboi didnt inject Burberry_Massi with Benz, he injected him with liquid that had air bubbles in it, which caused benz." - House M.D

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PostPosted: Fri, 16th Sep 2005 16:25    Post subject:
Friedrich Nietzsche wrote:
That which does not kill me, makes me stronger. The Twilight of the Idols (1899)

Any act of discipline is never a waist .. go for it weird0 .. if you don’t follow your dreams, they will return to the whispering winds where they came from ..


"Most of the change we think we see in life is due to truths being in & out of favor." ~ Frost
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