| Frant wrote: |
I'm going through a really crappy period (not because of corona) that is making life suck... but it's just a matter of taking it one day at a time and hold out until things get better. The mere fact that I'm even typing this at all @ ze hump of all places is a sign of how shitty my shit is.
Beyond that I'm older, more experienced, lost 99.9% of my interest in fiery debates (I guess I got that shit out of my system around the time you left ~6 years ago).
I hope life's not been too rough on you these past 6 years. |
As long as you understand that its a period and not a lifestyle you will learn from it and let the experience be a crucible to rid yourself of "impurities" in your behaviour. I'm a big "I got myself into this, if I change my behaviour I will get myself out of it" sort of person. Even when its friends dying, how I react to it is (after the initial mourning) up to me. Some people make mourning their entire lives and get stuck in a thought pattern that becomes (in)comfortable habit.
I made several changes, cut out some people out of my life, changed jobs, and started saying 'No' to a lot more people. Which made me in some ways more lonely, but much more peaceful.
But yeah, ran into some scary fucking shit along the way.
Yes, yes I'm back.
Somewhat.
